Three days till the UK. Maybe it will cheer me up? I have still got so many things to do before I go. I am going to go hiatus at all my rp games so they don't boot my ass out. I don't find rp as much fun as I used to. Maybe I have depression. I don't know anymore. And since John is sick, I probably won't be seeing him in the Panto. Le Sigh.
J wants me to come down to Florida and look into moving down there. I feel like I have too many things up here and I can't go anywhere. We'll see. It would be nice to see his Mrs and their new house.
I just wish I could feel something.

